Once Apon A FAirytale....

Hello Readers... Wow, Last Blog Was Really Fun(not that i got to many readers, but still... so here is another one...) :):) last night one of my best friends slept over, and we had a party.. but while going to bed, i could not stop thinking about you. yes, i am talking to my blog. :P
Right Now, this is the kind of time i say about what going on in my life, and love and friends, and family... but WAIT. I have had such a lot to deal with in the last 2 months... but now i have nothing. :/
So I'm gonna tell you about a relationship i had... As a little girl, i went to a primary school(yes, grade 1) and fell "in love" with this boy... i didn't even know what love was.. but still.. i never thought he has cooties. :P we grew up in the same school... for the whole of primary school... and i don't even think he knew who i was... yes... i was that sad. I was that quiet, shy girl.. that sits with her 2 best friends.. having a party of three, all year around... and of course it "increased" my confidence, to when i broke out(had a huge solo in a school play) he came up to me and said, "Wow, i never knew you had a voice"... How lovely. anyway, the past is past... and i forgot about him... i found other guys and all... but recently i felt something for him again... it was sooo hard, because i was friendly with him now.. and in the same group.(over the year, my best friends changed) I Really liked him, and he liked me... and eventually he asked me out, and *walla*! BUT i had just gotten out of a relationship and gotten with this guy, so i knew if people knew.. I'd be like the slut of the school.. so i told him to keep it *low* profile... we dated like that for about 3 weeks... when we just realised, it was enough.. we both really liked each other... and why shouldn't we be able to show that off?? So we just went for it... we dated for ages, and were really close.. (even went away with him) but it got really confusing, when i kept on thinking he liked this girl... when he never.. but my jealousy got the better of me... and it caused a fight... but that was that.. and if there is something i have to do in a relationship... it say how i feel, and be honest. 2 thing, not so hard? so after talking a lot about it.. we sorted it out.. and were really doing great :D I've decided, since this is my blog, and its about me, then i might as well show you 3 of the drawing i have dedicated to him...(but trust me, there were way more, but possibly, a bit too personal) Hope you like them :):) Okay, so back to it... we dated for about 4 and a half moths. yeah, that pretty long... And for valentines day, he gave me a beautiful heart necklace.. Ah, i LOVED it... but it was weird.. i had some sort of "value to it" Like it was sooo important to me... Oh Well.? (by the way, this heart necklace will make sense in one of the drawings. :) ) we were going through a stage where we were having our ups and downs, and i thought i could sort it out... i confronted him, and he said nothing as wrong.. and he'll try and be better...and he kept his word no doubt. that week(after our conversation) was really great, he was being the PERFECT Boyfriend... I overheard him talking to him friend about me.. asking where i was(while i was creeping up on him) and then he saw me there... and he said, "listen i really need to talk to you"... Now, if anyone has ever had some love history.. that's not a good sign, and most of the time is the sweet start to saying, i want to break up... as we walked, his arm around mine, holding his hand... he tells me it was good while it lasted, but sorry, its over.... I Have never felt my heart sink so low before... i was so confused... no reason? no signs? Still flirty? it just made no sense. it was completely out of the blue... After that, i saw one of my friends and just ran to the bathroom. Where she called all 6 of my besties... For any of them who are reading this now... I love you guys, and i would have never got through so many thing if it was not for you... Holy Crap. i have never felt to awkward and all in my life... when ever i saw him in the corridor, my heart would sink, and i could hardly look at him... it was a nightmare and a half... no joke. But anyway, now(back to present... ) we still working on the "awkwardness" i Know, it sucks.. but is still there... and hopefully it will go away soon. but as friends... Yeah we fine :) Well, that was my once upon a fairytale that ended... but now that it has, I'm glad. :) But at the time... devastated. :( That's one love story told.. and many more to come... (hope you like the pictures though, the first two are when we were good, and the third one was after our break up) And for now that's goodbye :)
Blog Tomorrow. :)
BabyShoes ♥